Frightened

i'm excited, nervous, anxious and scared for next week. supposedly, i will be starting my training in a restaurant. i've been at home for 3 years and i enjoyed it because i get to have time with my son. now that i got the call, it seemed like my time is not enough. it feels like i need more time before i start. i look forward to working again. my schedule however, is 6 days a week; fridays off; 8-4 PM. i'm not complaining; i'm just worried for the weekends that i work. what about my son? well...i'll manage, with God's help and the support of my family and everyone dear to me. Godspeed :D